Tonight, I've not been able to concentrate on a thing. Just hopping around from thing to thing, getting nowhere with anything. Frustration I suppose, and the giant stack of things I need to be doing, should be doing and want to be doing. It never ever ends.
So I've been thinking that there's one place I want to be, and it's all there in my mind, ready to happen. If I could decide on a whim just to follow it, and ignore everything else for a while, I've no doubt that I'd be happy in the short term, but I know I'd ultimately be shooting myself in the foot. So I'll carry on struggling, until I can get back to where I know it is I'll be happy. At least I can take salvation in that I have that thing to go back to eventually, when the rest is done. A lot of people don't have that.
Sorry about that grumble there..
Sunday, 30 November 2008
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