For some reason, just as I was falling asleep, I was overwhelmed with a strong urge to buy things. Specifically, True Romance and Stanley Kubrick's Lolita, and of course, dresses, wonderful, magical dresses. I was eventually looking at a giant amazing Hitchcock+Kubrick box set. These things brought me back to my computer, and after (painfully) settling for just True Romance, I remained totally restless and frustrated.
I'm sure I didn't used to be such a consumer whore, so what has caused me to be so overcome with buying everything on my inner wish list? I guess it's mainly the knowledge that I've got enough funds to potentially get lots of it. I really hope that It's not some sort of desperate attempt to subconsciously buy happiness (I thought I was happy already!) When I really think about it, suppose it must be something to do with attaining the merchandise to understand and support my work and interests, as much as I hate to admit it.
I need a get rich quick scheme...
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